Reviving
Who has never had the sense to have 5000 things in the head and face when a sheet (or any format where you can write) blank not knowing express? The truth is that I think is simply not an order I have in my head. Not that I have something interesting to say is that I have millions of ideas floating absurd nonsense in my brain that I alone am able to understand. Sometimes I try to explain some of these absurd ideas and give someone round and round and round until it loses all sense (if they had any) and definitely made me mad. Sometimes I can not shut up when I no longer worth pursuing and explaining it is pathetic, as when a joke not funny and try to tell people what is the laughingstock of the joke, but anyway, so only auctions, and are not going to laugh and you are not going to understand.
do not consider myself particularly smart, but I think a lot, I'm almost all the time thinking and imagining things in my head and not productively. If you think productively have invented something important or know out victorious from all my problems or productively be imagined publishing wonderful fics on LJ. I do not get any of that, almost everything I think is useless and inexplicable. I say almost all because sometimes I have my moments of lucidity and I mean when I say something witty and people laugh, if not ideas that really count for something, but few occasions. For the rest the mind is a fucking trash. Nor do I believe that is the only one this happens or I hope so. For my sake. Furthermore
think is something terribly obnoxious, believe you doubt, tremendous opportunities are lost, think it makes mistakes and say things you do not mean, however much people tell you otherwise. Thinking makes you feel bad about yourself and punish you for things that are not to blame. It makes you think of misunderstandings and angry for no reason. And sometimes depressing and makes you act like a jerk.
For many things there inside my brain, that does not mean it is an organ that works fast, sometimes it seems like it is atrophied, but really you're thinking of things that should not or do not have to do with what you live at that time. Sometimes I think my brain is going to fucking ball with the rest of the body can not control and saying "I will run the involuntary movements and whether some of the volunteers as well, otherwise the buscate life. " I do not know your brain, but mine is a son of a bitch on many occasions. About all that does not control is the mouth. Come mischief drop one after another, often making people feel bad, until then gives her to think and say "cunt! Has been set wrong this! I've been too hard." But I'm slowly learning to control my brain or not to attach too much importance when it is the idiot. Also fortunately the people know me well and knows that sometimes I screw talking (I do, my brain, but they do not know).
Well, this text itself is a clear example of how my brain works apart, has controlled my fingers on many occasions to say this nonsense. Maybe I have not even explain it, because I have very clear if he would explain something, but the truth is that I do not care.
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